As I was contemplating this morning how much goes through my mind I was drawn to the fact that I can tell the difference between those thoughts that are “my” own and those that originate from a source other than “me”.
When I say that I have thoughts that come from me I mean that there are thoughts that my mind originates about things that deal directly with things in the physical existence world. Such thoughts I would consider that they would mostly be about mundane everyday things. What clothes to wear or things that I need to get done as an example.
Thoughts that come from a source other than my immediate ego/personality self have a different “feel” and “knowing” about them than my “ego” generated thoughts do. These thoughts are always concerning more lofty things than my everyday thoughts.
These are thoughts that can be about what I should be doing in a higher sense, books that need to be written or more abstract and philosophical ideals. They not only have a different “feel” to them but they also come from a different location than the originating place for my thoughts.
It really is hard to explain but if I make the effort to put myself into the mode of awareness of my thoughts I can easily tell which are which. Often I find that the thoughts continue and expand on various avenues of thought that I start to think about.
As an example, I might start to think about where I am in my growing and expansion during this lifestream and suddenly I find that my thoughts are moving along a line that says I wouldn’t be where I am unless some person or persons had not come before me and provided a source for knowledge and learning that was needed to get me to that place.
I started thinking about an idea that I had for a book based on the channelings of LL Research. As I was mentally pursuing that line of thinking I suddenly found my thoughts channeled toward the fact that had it not been for Don, Carla, and Jim there would have been no RA communications and I would not have had the exposure to so much vital information to help me proceed along my journey of awakening.
Each of us if we were to choose to do so could look along the events that make up our own lifestream and find many examples of where if it had not been for some far off strangers having played their role in the cosmic dance the ingredients to make us what we are would not have been. From the Infinite Creator’s mind it all rolled forth to be kept rolling by all that exists including those consciouses that exist as the unseen.